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Government school VS Private School

Posted by: IvyHCL on: September 23, 2010

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Im left with, around 20 weeks of studying in UM, then I have to earn my own living, feed myself, hopefully I don’t need my parents’ support anymore, and hopefully the right man in my life will come and marry me.

Anyway…. hmm.

Anna ( one of my coursemates, who has been teaching for the past almost 20 yrs ) been persuading me to work in a private school with her.. managing the almost dead school band, and choirs and etc.. meaning I’ll be dealing 100% with music, and I only teach music. However, longer working hours, 8am – 330pm

On the other hand, my mum keep asking me to apply KPLI and be a government teacher.. and that means I will have to teach subjects that I don’t want to teach but the working hours is 730am – 2pm the most, excluding meetings and extra tuitions in school tho..

All the while, I’ve told myself that I will and ONLY want to teach music..
This evening, a student of mine called me telling me that he misses me.. and asking me to go back to see them on Children’s Day. I looked back at my teaching time’s pictures.. those kids..

Now, Im in a dilemma.. which should I go for? The reason why I wanna go private is because I spent so much money studying music and I think I should teach music, if not I consider that as wasting my ‘talents’ or knowledge in music. But the working hours in private is longer, until 3.30, if I stay in KL, drive home also 5pm already.. then have to cook for my husband, dinner, at night do some lesson planning and marks some homework there goes my day.

If I work for the government school, must be CHINESE school.. I don’t get to teach music. But, I get to help those poor students. I taught Math, Bahasa and English ( okay, both my bahasa and english sucks and Im forced to teach those two subs, this is what happened in gov. school ). I teach nothing related to music.. However, I enjoy teaching them because I get to help those really poor students. I have this girl who her family is broken and she had to cycle everyday even in the rain to school.. she is quiet, shy and also super lazy.. there’s once I saw her bag tied to her bicycle on her bicycle got loosen up, then the bag fall. the bicycle was too big for her and she had a hard time tying her bag to her bicycle again…

When I saw that my heart got really heavy. I gave her my number and asked her to call me if it’s raining or she can’t make it home and I’ll fetch her. If I work in private school, those kids they are rich enough they don’t need kind teacher.. but government school teacher u really need to have the passion and heart for the kids and also in teaching…. * okay, im not self praising that Im kind. u know me. hahahaha*

I do get to teach the lousy and poor school band in chinese primary school, and it’s quite stress la because u don’t have the money and also manpower to do the things that you want to do.. and as a chinese, I always want to contribute to the chinese school and help chinese students. If only government understand the important of music in helping student academically, and only take teacher with music background in teaching music lesson, not a class conducted by a teacher who doesn’t even understand grade 5 music theory, using tape or CDs and just simply sing for the class.. I will gladly work for the government. and do some teaching in music centre..

Aiseh.. how a now????

one more hour to go

Posted by: IvyHCL on: September 10, 2010

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One more hour to go, then Im officially twenty two =)

Happy Birthday to me, and Happy Day for my mummy.

It’s something to be worry and happy about, worry because, I dun seem like Im able to act like how a twenty two adult should act. there are a lot of things that Im just too stiff-neck about and am not willing to change. However, Im happy, because, Im one year closer to the age to get married. haha. okay.

I disable people to write on my wall in my faceboo on my birthday, just feel like doing it. If u really wish to wish me, drop me a message in my inbox will ya =p ?
In fact, i’ve been deleting thee activities news feed shown in my profile.. hmm, just feel like doing it.. Anyway, for those who intended to wish me * perasan * I thank you for your thought =) very nice of you.

A bit emo today tho..  hmm…

However, God’s words, always manage to cheer me up. =)

‘Do not fear, for I am with you; do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.’ Isaiah 41:10

Life.

Posted by: IvyHCL on: September 7, 2010

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Ying Ning’s dad, Mr Chok who once brought me and others to tennis competition passed away last week, then Aunty Ting Hui’s husband, who once I serve together with him in Sunday Service passed away last few days, Jia Yi’s dad, passed away yday halfway during a badminton session..

I was thinking, is it the world coming to an end tat’s why so many heartbreaking news popping up.
someone told me, “as we grow older then we’ll see more and more of this.. life is precious =)”
ya, perhaps when i was young, no one tell me about this.. hmm.

I… greedily ask, please I never want all these to happen to me.

PS : My deepest condolences to Chok, Aunty Ting Hui’s family and Jia Yi’s family!!

May the Lord be with you all and comfort your heart!! Hug!

“Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.” Philippians 4:6 – 7

We’ll meet them one day..

“And God will raise us from the dead by his power, just as he raised our Lord from the dead.” 1 Corinthians 6:14

Suffering.

Posted by: IvyHCL on: July 30, 2010

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Bad things happened and I asked God, why do you allow bad things to happen to good people and cause the one who is still alive so much heartache.. I have not been happy..
Then one nice friend of mine, show me  this video.. I though it’s really helpful..
Thank you. below is what he said.

Question :  All the much of human suffering is allowed by God for the good of mankind. There are sins to be much pain and suffering from which man who doesn’t benefit like natural disasters, accidents, that man have no control. How does one explain this from the perspective of God’s love.

When you made a mistake, it’s is not God’s fault, it’s your fault; when you blame GOd, you have double fault.

God permits all these to happen for 2 reason.

Firstly, God’ll not interfere in certain natural cycles.
So if you just eat anything you want, and have diarrhoea, you cannot blame God.
If you drive recklessly, have accident, you cannot blame God.
You cannot ask God, WHYYYY?? God would ask you WHY??

Secondly, God’ll work good in everything. So while you are in the midst of suffering, many times we awaken our soul. Many of us are dull and dumb before they suffer. but once they suffer, they are imediately enlighten. Then they realised that, in fact, they are make with honor.

If you have never been sick, you’ll not take good care of your health.

If you have never departed from your home into discomfort of another home, you’ll not treasure your home.
After you leave your home, you will be nicer to your mum. In the past you were rude to her. So God will permit some suffering for you so you’ll learn the lesson. However, too much suffering is not good. So, don’t live your live recklessly. God works in mysterious way.

If there a meaning to life without suffering?

The Bible tells us, when we are in the midst of suffering, God’ll be with us. And when we are suffering, God opens his ear to us. Even Jesus, Son of God came to earth, no exception for him. he has to go thru suffering. he has to learn submittion. Dont think that u r great person just because you come from a great famiy. If you are a wealthy, has a very smooth life, then your future is full of danger.
But if you are a person who can still stand strong after all the suffering, because we can only established ourselves thru suffering.

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Chorale Festival woohoo!

Posted by: IvyHCL on: June 28, 2010

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I was given the opportunity to be the helper in 6-9 year old class =) Assisting Ms. Sonya, a very experienced choir instructor from.. okay, i forgot where she’s from. paiseh!

The kids were taught how to sing Row Row Row Your Boat In Canon.. which means, Singing the same song, but comes and ends differently.

Anyway, we usually let the children sing for the most 30 mins then approximately 20 mins of fun time.. =p
games or just let them play around =p

Last Day of Chorale Festival

Oh ya, I had a great time camwhore with my buddies. *we did this during our break okaaay.*
I dun need sun bathing. just 30 mins under the sun can make me into a roasted chicken.

 

I was able to relate the things I see and learn while helping out at the kids’ class in Choral Festival to the things that I learn in Kodaly Method =) It’s always nice to really experience it urself.. Theory alone is def. not enough..

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and I completed my KODALY LEVEL ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!! two more level to go!! WOOHOO!!!!

Babies – music

Posted by: IvyHCL on: June 9, 2010

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One of the lady in my class is pregnant and I was allowed to touch her big big tummy. OH MY GOSH it feels like a ballon that is gonna burst, it’s so hard. Poor thing can’t believe that my mum’s stomach actually went that big and got smaller after that for SIX TIMES! goodness.

However, guys will never get to feel how amazing is that to have a small lil one inside their tummy..

Im attending a course, early childhood music education.
Learnt alot esp in how to teach mummy to sing to their babies from zero months to 3 yrs, or also even before they are born..

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